Introspective.
Been listening to Maisha's song with what little tolerance my headache has left for noise. For someone that sometimes has problems expressing himself, he's got some amazing musical talent.
A decidedly short time ago, the linkshell was without leader and quietly dying. Puzzled as to why no one was doing anything toward the linkshell's future, I scheduled a sackholder meeting that was held in the hostel. A leader was chosen out of necessity, and everything seemed alright. For the most part, it was, despite the buzz in the back of my skull that tends to cause trouble if ignored.
Any degree of premonition failed to see a sudden loss of leadership once more, though, only to have it immediately handed to me.
Me, as myself, is a subject I tend to ignore to communicate and loathe to articulate. That is, I don't like talking about me (even avoid the definitive pronouns 'I' and 'me' wherever possible). But it serves to log what is going on to really get a grasp of the situation. On a general basis, 'quiet,' 'discerning' and 'introspective' serve the purpose just fine; that would overlook the problems such as being too unknown for some, or that my need to exercise my vocabulary by text seems annoying to others. Verbosenessity only seems fun on one side of the deal, though I can't see why. Guess not everyone liked Chuck Dickens like I did.
In short, it was feared I was too unknown and too unliked, as I wasn't even considered the first time a leader was chosen and no one seems particularly ecstatic about the idea of my taking the position now. No one's been brave enough to speak dissent, which is sorta bothersome.
I've tried to take both that fact and the position in stride, though, to demonstrate my ambition if not capability. Have a lot of ideas where I want things to go, since there's so much put into the linkshell over the years from so many great people. If anything, would like to make 'linkshell' synonymous with 'community' again.
A decidedly short time ago, the linkshell was without leader and quietly dying. Puzzled as to why no one was doing anything toward the linkshell's future, I scheduled a sackholder meeting that was held in the hostel. A leader was chosen out of necessity, and everything seemed alright. For the most part, it was, despite the buzz in the back of my skull that tends to cause trouble if ignored.
Any degree of premonition failed to see a sudden loss of leadership once more, though, only to have it immediately handed to me.
Me, as myself, is a subject I tend to ignore to communicate and loathe to articulate. That is, I don't like talking about me (even avoid the definitive pronouns 'I' and 'me' wherever possible). But it serves to log what is going on to really get a grasp of the situation. On a general basis, 'quiet,' 'discerning' and 'introspective' serve the purpose just fine; that would overlook the problems such as being too unknown for some, or that my need to exercise my vocabulary by text seems annoying to others. Verbosenessity only seems fun on one side of the deal, though I can't see why. Guess not everyone liked Chuck Dickens like I did.
In short, it was feared I was too unknown and too unliked, as I wasn't even considered the first time a leader was chosen and no one seems particularly ecstatic about the idea of my taking the position now. No one's been brave enough to speak dissent, which is sorta bothersome.
I've tried to take both that fact and the position in stride, though, to demonstrate my ambition if not capability. Have a lot of ideas where I want things to go, since there's so much put into the linkshell over the years from so many great people. If anything, would like to make 'linkshell' synonymous with 'community' again.
posted by Roddra at 11:26
2 Comments:
No one questions your ability to lead. You have the poise and determination to do it. But because you choose to be quiet, people are not sure. Myst gave you leadership because it was obvious you could handle it.
Personally... do you even want to be leader? I always assumed you didn't want to be the center of attention, and so I never suggested it. Instead, I made your loudmouth half a choice for leadership.
And thank you for your comments of my song.
My point is that I do hate the attention, but I want the linkshell to flourish more. If it weren't for others being extremely short-sighted...
The comments didn't do the song justice. It's honestly great, thank you for sharing it with us.
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